Internship resumes and Cover letters are killing me. D:

>Damn internship. ;____________; If I type another line of, "Dear Sir/Madam, I am writing in to apply for the internship opportunity offered by your company..." I will just....Facepalms* Cover letters and resumes are the most sickening things to do, honestly. I feel like such a big fat liar. D:

>@________@ I am seriously dizzy and way too stressed out by all this crap. So much for holidays. D:

And the lion fell in love with the lamb.

>How old are you?

Seventeen.

How long have you been seventeen?

A while.

-Bella & Edward; Twilight.

I went to watch the Twilight movie last night and I came away from the movie feeling rather disappointed? I;dk. To me, although Kristen and Robert looked great together as Bella and Edward, they sort of lacked chemistry when they were acting the emotional scenes. :X It just kind of felt stale to me. A lot of scenes in the book; Twilight actually focuses on the development of the relationship of Edward and Bella. The movie tried to follow that but they sort of made it faster and cut out some parts and yeah... :X Personally I think I preferred the book. ):

>Lacking of chemistry aside, Doctor Carlise was so handsome. *___________* Doki doki* When Robert or he came onscreen, the girls in the audience would squeal. I want to thump them so badly. XDD;; Like, "No screaming and just watch and drool in peace, prz." D:



>And I am absolutely pissed at the fact that they made Jasper look like an idiot in the movie. :X He's one of my favourite characters after reading Eclipse and making him look a guy who is in pain all the time kind of just...bah.

>Either way, I am amused that Golden Village and Cathay have started showing the movie even before December 18th because seriously, this is so sneaky. :O If not for the fact that Anne wanted to watch the day the earth stood still, we woukd have never known that twilight had already started showing. Facepalms*

I spam for random. Don't let me eat you up. XD.

> Finally. It's a friday. I feel so sluggish and worn out from school. D: Projects and SSM are killing me. Soon, our school restaurants will be starting operations and I really hope I don't mess up. Even if I am only just the outdoor sales respresentative. :X

>On the other hand, I am addicted to BOA's Eat U up single. *O* Darn, I always seem to not be able to resist fast, hip hop-ish tunes. :O The lyrics are a little...suggestive and provocative but I absolutely love the dance choreography in the asian version PV.



>LOL. Looks like I am going back to my roots way before I liked Tenimyu and then JE. XDD. Amazing.

Bored so am spamming.

>School is surely and slowly eating me up inside. D: I feel so de-motivated to do any of my tutorials and I keep procrastinating and side tracking. Oh well.

>At least I have dramas and TV shows to keep me sane and entertained. I am currently watching a few now, but out of all I think, the best two are still Bloody Monday and Ryusei no Kizuna.



>I'm on episode 3 of Bloody Monday now and I am loving every minute of it. Although this show does not have such a stellar cast as RNK, but Miura Haruma alone is enough, really to sustain my interest. And the plot intrigues me for the moment. A potential IT drama of the season if you ask me. :D



>Ryusei No Kizuna...Well frankly, the book was much better in my opinion. The drama had too many crossovers between present and past and messed up the chronological order. And it was a bit too comedic like for my taste. :X But then again, I enjoy watching Ryo transform into different characters and Nino freaking out as the eldest brother. Gah, so cute. *_____*

RL sucks my soul away. :X And fandom isn't helping.

> I don't know what to make of RL and fandom anymore. D: I mean, firstly, my timetable is hell of a sucky. Three days of finishing school at 6pm, one of which I only go to school for two hours (Tuesday) and the other which I work the entire day for SSM from 8am to 4pm before proceeding to lecture which ends at 6pm. (Monday) D: I think my least favourite day of the week this term will definitely be Monday. :X And the fact that we are placed in different classes. Again. So happy. Not. :X Just when I was getting along with everyone from my class. Oh well.

>On the bright side, at least I have Preeti and Kelly to accompany me this time as classmates; as compared to the last semester when I was all alone and didn't know anyone. : Anne and Shu Hui are in different classes from me again though. Fate doesn't seem to like us, really.

>Fandom wise...Well...I hate the fact that KAT-TUN has almost zero new activities whatsoever since August and the in it's place, loads of gossip and rumors are surfacing. I don't care about whether Akanishi/Nishiyama Maki went out together or stuff. I want real news. REAL SINGLE/ALBUM RELEASES. Not just spectulation. Sighs* Where art thou, Johnny? Prz to be giving them more work.

>And...About Nishiyama Maki. I used to think she was pretty decent/sweet but now after reading her multiple blog posts about all those Jin fans leaving nice comments on her blog entries and she feeling so grateful about it; going, "Thank you everyone! I love you all, you are so warm!" and her insistence that she and Jin are just really good friends...It just kind of pisses me off. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And lay on the maple syrup and strawberries while you're at it, will yah? Look, if they are supposedly dating or "just friends" like they claim, (Everyone knows that the term, "Just friends" is utter bull in such cases) it's still not very nice to keep posting about it in your blog, isn't it, Maki? D: I would have thought that a low key profile would be a sensible approach when you're dating with ANAN number 3 top male artist of the year. Not only to protect Jin's privacy but her own. On the other hand, she's a model. And models aren't exactly the brightest creatures on this earth, aren't they? LOL.

>But she doesn't. Instead she posts about it. And several times too. It kind of makes me wonder what her true intention is. Because the way she is acting now reminds of what Rena (Junno's rumoured girlfriend) is doing now. Deliberately posting about him* and openly talking about them (Even though it is against JE company policy to do so. I mean, look, even Shirota Yuu who is a good friend of Jin does not mention his name directly in his blog entries.) Maki as his girlfriend?/ friend? could obviously do the same? Either way, I am getting a weird vibe from this girl now and I don't think she's as sweet as she previously seemed. D: I could be wrong, because this is Jin I am talking about and I don't think I can be unbiased when it comes to judging the girl. But I am not a fan of her now. Neither am I a hater. I am just someone who doesn't really think she's that innocent as she seems. Coughs*

>I wonder why. I never had any opinions about Jin rumored girlfriends in the past till now. :X Oh well. I think I take my fandom too seriously. I am becoming deluded. LOLLLLL.

>The only thing I can say now is that whatever decision Jin makes with Maki, I'd support it. It's his life after all and there's a thin line between caring for your idol and overdoing it by being posessive of him and flaming who he dates. If that's what makes him truly happy. I say, go for it! Besides, Jin is hardly the type to ever settle down with someone sensible does he? It makes me feel as if he's rushing too fast into commitment. =________=" Sighs* Oh well.

Like WHUT. :O LOL.

>I am shocked beyond words at this point. I mean- Leah Dizon, the girl who has smitten numerous JE boys like Ryo and alike; is pregnant and getting married. (Yes. Precisely in that order.) Snorts*



How creepily ironic is that she happened to design an entire set of bridal gowns line a few months back prior to this shocking announcement yesterday about her marriage. 0_____o Oh well. I guess all the Leah haters can put their hate to rest now since she's commited and plus she has a baby. ROFL. I am amused because you would think there is such a thing called contraception. :X Not like I care much anyway, am not much of a Leah fan. Frankly, I think she's kind of overrated. =______=" And no, it's not because of the smitten je boys thingy. It's more of the lack of singing talent. Coughs*

>On the other hand- I think the current ViVi model that Yamapi has been rumored to be dating is kind of hot.



Chikako Watanabe is her name. Ohhh, interesting. She looks more like the type Jin would go for. But still- Hot. I like her eyes. She's got a bit of a latin-spanish look to her appearance.

Strangely and surprisingly! LOL. Jin is the one this time to be dating a completely Japanese girl with no mixed roots whatsoever. I am shocked. ROFL. Oh well. I think Nishiyama Maki is cute. Not pretty, but just cute. For some reason, I am not really impressed and won over by her as compared to some of Jin's previously rumored girlfriends. =_____=" But it's nice to see Jin date someone Japanese for a change.



>Oh gawd. I swear I nearly jumped out of my skin just now when the thunder sounded. 0_____o It was really loud.

RL makes me wonder if my sanity will be intact. D:

>RL is being such a pain now and fandom isn't helping at all with it being so dead. D: My new term is about to start in less than four to five days and I already feel tired for all the rushing about. Rushing about to collect my service skills management waitress uniform and name tag, rushing to buy a wine opener (Waiter's friend style) and even having to suffer through the pain of getting a typhoid inoculation injection. ): Argh. Such a pain. I haven't even started the subject and I already have to get so many things ready. Like the hell anyone cares about getting incoculated against Typhoid. The government is really....Facepalms* Oh well. That probably means the poor waiter/waitresses serving all over in this country had to go through that injection. I am not alone in my pain. :X

>Also, my mum is being such a prat. D: Like it's not enough she has to constantly breathe over my back about doing the household chores her way; I have to also listen to her rattle on and on about my elder sister going out with her boyfriend and how awful that is. =____________=" LIKE ARGH. DO I CARE. DD: Just leave them alone. They are of legal age already, for goodness sake.

>On the other hand, I started watching a new drama that aired recently called Bloody Monday. Technically they only aired the first episode yesterday but I already am loving it. :D I mean, hacker! genius Haruma Miura and terrorists unleashing viruses to mass murder people in the show. Ohh, interesting. XD. Looks like I have another drama to chase besides Ryusei no kizuna that is airing this friday.

Pin is the ultimate medicine to everything.

>Gah. *________* a;fskd;j- Indeed, just reading about the Pin in Yamapi's jweb entries can really make a girl's day.

>Cruising together in the car, composing songs together, waiting for each other while they eat sushi and ramen separately. Oh, my heart. ♥ Why are Yamapi and Jin so cute together-Oh gosh, the kizuna. I am such an easy fangirl to please. But honestly, I find it amusing that Pin are so domesticated, drawing bathwater for each other; mock complaining yet still doing it. If I read anymore of these little pin thingies, I might just have a seizure-LOL.

>Either way-For all the lovely Pin in the universe-



Banzai~! Kame approves. (Okay, I know that was random, but the gif was so appropriate, I couldn't resist.)

And this week's ctkt. Gosh- ;_______; Honestly, why are the boys so cute. Wrestling each other to answer quiz questions, Jin shooting Kame brief smug glances of "Hah! I answered it and you didn't-" and-





>IS THERE NO END TO HIS CUTENESS. *_____________*

>Lastly-I find this strangely appropriate. Weird, strange. But fitting.



>Kame looking at a Kame. ROFLLLLLLLLLL.

(Please note: The above GIFS are credit to vandi714 of Livejournal and not mine in anyway whatsoever. :X)

Birthday greeting. XD.

> It's October 7th today, and almost two years since I first got to know him through Prince of Tennis. Even though I am no longer interested in Tenimyu and stuff and I am really outdated on any of his information...I sincerely wish him a happy 24th birthday. :)

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, KATO KAZUKI~!



>On the other hand, just saw the cover of his supposed 2009 calendar. *________* a;dfskdj- Lovely. I won't buy it though because I am broke from previously buying the KAT-TUN calendar. Fandom is a serious money bleeding business. :X

>I am seriously bored out of my wits though. D: My younger sister's friends are over at our place supposedly to do a "project" but all they have done is just to create noise in my opinion. ;________; And I can't even watch the DVD I burnt because they are in the living room. Sighs and goes back to watching the last episode of Change*

>Honestly. I think Takuya Kimura can wear anything and still look hot. LOL.

I love being random. See if you can beat me. XD.

>I am absolutely bored out of my wits at home. :X I actually wanted to check the timings for the Hana Yori Dango movie so I could ask Debs and LT when they were free to go watch but I realised they took down the showtimes already, which means that the cinemas have all stopped airing it. DD: Woe. Looks like I just have to wait till the DVD is out then. Ditto for the Kurosagi movie.

>I know this is completely random and out of the blue but-



I absolutely adore this watch. *__________* I have something similar to this at home but the straps are worn out and of course, the price tag is not as hefty as the one above. I mean. Us$365,000. ;________; Headsdesk*

>Oh and yesterday's CTKT made me laugh so hard. The producers are definitely S. Not surprising, considering the things they make them do. But balloon inflating game. XDD. Jin and Maru were geninuely frightened. I love their reactions.





>I love how Maru is screaming like a maniac in the second round and Jin is desperately holding/sucking in his breath to which Koki remarked, " YOU DON'T HAVE TO SUCK IN YOUR BREATH WHEN HOLDING THE BALLOON, AKANISHI." ROFLLLLLLL. What can I say. Such a adorable bakanishi.

>Can't wait for the start of the autumn season of Jdramas. I am especially looking forward to Ryusei no Kizuna, Team no Batisa and Bloody Monday. XDD.

Formula One picture spammage? ROFL.

>I am so glad that Formula One is finally over and I can finally get to relax and unwind at home. :o The past few days have been a blur, and the only thing I can remember is the endless noise from the revving of the cars, the long standing and the incredible walking distance from Suntec to the Grandstand areas.

>Overall, it was a good experience and I think I learned a lot over the past few days regarding how Formula One is usually carried out and done. Way more than I have ever known. Besides, it was great fun working with Crystal and Shu Hui the past few days. If it weren't for them, i'd probably be bored out of my mind right now. XD;;

>Of course, having Preeti and Li Ting stop by too despite the fact that they were in the afternoon shift was great. :D We talked for quite a bit and we tried to take pictures of the cars. At least LT and me did. ROFL.

At Turn 3 with Wei Ping:

And my survival kit for the day mainly consisted of loads and loads of water and 100 plus. As well as my nifty ear plugs which, yes are neon orange. I;dk. XD.

Oh and the guy who most of the girl ushers were swooning about. The driver who won the BMW formula 1 pacific two consecutive times. He is kind of cute. Too bad he's only sixteen. LOLLL.

And my major spoil gained from Formula 1:

;_________; Gawd, it is so darned expensive, but I love it so much the same. I was torn between getting red or black but I decided on red because I have almost no red jackets and red stands ultimately for Ferrari, no? XDD.

>Ultimately, this will by first and last time in a F1 race. I don't think I am that much of a fan to go to the next few races. I am pretty content sitting in front of the television and watching it at home. XDD;;

People who need to re-adjust their views. Seriously.

> I am absolutely pissed over the fact that people who call themselves "fans" demean their idols just because of a stupid matter. Sure, I am pissed and disapointed with the fact that despite promising to attend Ueda's solo concert a month ago, Jin didn't turn up but still as fans, you normally won't cuss and threaten to change fandoms because of that alone?

>Besides, it's not unusual of Jin to not attend, because he didn't go for Maru's stage play due to the Jodie Foster interview which was a work commitment and of course due to the fact that he chose to drag it to the last day to decide to attend Maru's stage play...=_______=" But still, as a fan, it is obvious, that yes, Jin is heck of an arrogant asshole, he does whatever he wants, flies to L.A just because he wants to study and basically leaves the five other poor members in the lurch for half a year. Yes, that cannot be denied. And KAT-TUN fans all know that. But what is important that those who call themself a fan. A Jin fan in particular, actually chose to react that way because of such a small matter is really....I don't know, like my icon says, medication inducing? It makes me sick. :\

> To me, it doesn't matter anymore whether Jin went or not. Whether we believe or don't believe that he attended but didn't sit in the audience. It is about mutual respect. About respecting each other's preferences of their choice of idols, about acknowledging the fact that your idol isn't as perfect as you thought he or she was supposed to be. There are times when i really want to punch Jin in the face because of his cocky demeanour but i don't know...Isn't it precisely of the fact that he is so confident that attracts people? Thus, i wonder why people who call themselves his loyal fans get all huffy over such a small incident. It is really sad.

>You know. I love my fandom so much, it actually pains me to see stupid conflicts about stupid things. I don't know what to think anymore. Seriously. D:

>EDIT: Gawd. The quote from AnAn from Jin regarding his third position for the yearly ranking of top thirty male idols in Japan.

Recently I'm starting to realize my real position, hence probably I'll be able to feel easy and relax when I'm working (or maybe he means that he can really enjoy working). I feel that there are many among the fans understand my personality and always protect me. Thank you very much.Without fans, there's no "Akanishi Jin" existing.

;_____________; Jin. I take back the part about being an arrogant asshole. This quote should seriously be shoved in front of those so called fans' faces. D:

OXY knows it's priorities aright.

>Some Japanese commercials make me feel like flying to Japan to get the product you know. Especially certain ones involving a person named Akanishi Jin. You see what I mean-





>a;fshs;dkdj-SOLD. SOLD. Where is the OXY people? :D I love how they show his baka-ish equivalent of a smile all while simultaneously promoting the reason for his complexion on national television. *________* Gah, Jin.

>Okay, I just wanted to spam for a reason. :D Cradles neck* Why does it hurt so much....:\

Hair issues seem to plague me every few months, doesn't it? :X

>I will not comment on the state of my hair now. I will seriously think twice about getting a straight perm again. I look like a complete idiot. D:

>Anyway, I just recieved an e-mail from Kelly Services stating that my training is now on Saturday. =________=" I have completely no idea why it changed but apparently it is according to groups you are assigned to.

Group: Usher U02
Date: 20th September 2008, Saturday
Time: 1300 – 1900hrs
Venue: Suntec City Convention Centre, Room MR 325 (Level 3).

Attire: Smart Casual
Please wear comfortable shoes as there will be a site visit, and do bring along a bag to store your issued items.

>Smart Casual....According to what I have learnt from business etiquette, it means no jeans? =______=" But comfortable shoes don't exactly go with business slacks you know. And I am not intending to wear a skirt. Facepalms*

>LOL. Akame spotted at some restaurant and looked rather happy while dining and the waiter overheard their conversation of Kame's intense fixation with not eating tomatoes. ROFL. I don't blame him, I am not a fan of tomatoes either. :X But gee, Kame isn't it obvious that tomatoes are always in spaghetti? Even if it is just in the sauce? =_______=" Oh well.

;__________; I cried so hard. Gawd, how I love this series. Maou, indeed.

> I just watched the last episode of Maou. And gawd- IT IS INDEED THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, HEART-WRENCHING DRAMA OF THE YEAR EVER. Compared to this, Last Friends takes a backseat. The actors were brillant, the lighting and composition were awesome and the soundtrack-Oh god, excellent beyond words. I am in love with this drama's OST now.

>There is so so much pain going on and people are dying like flies getting swatted and there are tears and that angst- ;___________; People you expect to die really die and the people that you don't expect to, also die. D:

>A quick rundown/recap on the major characters in Maou:


Can't I be Naruse-san's angel?

>Shiori is the character in the series that is there to act as a contrast among all the hate and plotting and revenge going on. She knows her unusual pyschic ability is being manuiplated by the devil itself and hates that it is used in that way but she wants to help Naruse no matter what even after she realised his true idenity. Frankly, she's probably one of the few girl dorama characters that I actually don't hate, despite her not doing anything but smiling/crying at different intervals. I can't explain it but after you watch a few episodes, it is kind of hard to hate her. Watching her run after Naruse, melt his icy cold exterior, actually made him feel remorse for his actions was heart-breaking. It was like a;fsjdl;dj- YOU KNOW THIS COUPLE WON'T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING. DD: Cries*


Until you experience the pain of losing what truly matters to you in life....

>Naruse. What a character. First, you want to hit him because he is the mastermind behind the elaborate scheme to practically murder everyone close to Serizawa, namely, his friends and family, but then you find out that there's this side of him that is struggling in inner conflict, knowing desperately that this is wrong, but cannot help but continue because of his driven urge for revenge for the death of his younger brother eleven years ago. He struggles to stick to his plans all while trying to maintain a facade of competence and level-headness when actually deep down inside he feels torn about his actions, especially with Shiori's words weighing heavily on his conscience. It's almost as if Shiori is Naruse's or should I say, Tomoo-san's conscience.

I never thought I would have said this, but his character is one that I feel sorry for. I mean, in similar shows like Deathnote, for example, I didn't care about Raito. I absolutely detested that guy because he murdered people because he wanted perfection in the world. But Naruse...Especially in the later few episodes of Maou, I completely forgave him. I still think it is wrong; his scheme to murder others. But half way through the series, I realised it is not about who is wrong or right, but how the story will end... :X Ohno suprised me greatly with his acting skills. If you compare his acting to the lead actor of the Korean version of Maou, I can safely say that Ohno's acting beats that guy's acting skills anytime. Maybe I am biased, but in my honest opinion, it really is so. That is because Ohno does so much more than just looking like a crazed pyschopath that wants to be free. I don't know how he does it, but you can see it in his eyes. He pulls off the "I am in so much pain, yet I am pretending to be fine and concerned and kind." demeanour perfectly. And you know acting like that definitely requires some form of talent.


You can run, you can hide, you can forget your past, but your past will not forget you...

>And Serizawa/Toma. At first, he seems like the typical, brash, loud-mouthed cop whose idea of justice is to arrest and lock up every single villan, no matter how big or small and give them the appropriate punishment they deserve. But then he receives a tarot card which spirals off a series of murders of almost everyone important related to him and he finds his past catching slowly up to him. He knows what happens eleven years ago was an accident but cannot bring himself to forgive himself for his actions and until the end blames himself for everything that happened.

What can I say? Toma did wonderfully as this character. You would think that after watching episode after episode of Serizawa screaming, crying and bawling, that one would get irritated but you just can't...Especially in the last few episodes, each time he cries, he evokes a certain emotion and you can see how Toma has brought out the essence of Serizawa; the guilt at which he feels for committing that act eleven years ago and how he wishes the law could have punished him then. Absolutely...Speechless* I honestly feel that Toma really has potential as an actor...It's a pity he isn't debuted yet. Glares at Johnny* D:

>It's a pity though that this drama is so underappreciated in Japan. Although Code Blue was pretty decent and thus it holds the highest viewership rankings, I personally prefer Maou over it and I think that there were certain moments in Code Blue that were a little too dramatic. And as much as I love Yamapi, I don't think I can stand another season with him playing another character with dead-ish eyes and cool exterior. :\ However, there's going to be a Code Blue special in 2009, so the saga will continue, I guess.

Exams results are out! I can finally breathe again.

>I just checked my results of last semester exams last night and boy was I glad. :)
I managed to pass all the subjects and my G.P.A improved by 0.05. Lolol. I know that's not a lot, but that's a start and I am happy. I am kind of sick of having the same G.P.A for the past few semesters you see. I even scraped accounting with a B and Attractions management too with also a B. XD;; I am so glad because during the past few days, I have been having nightmares about my grades repeatedly and repeatedly. It was honestly nerve-wracking. D:

>But I think the best possible thing that made my night (?)/ day yesterday was my grade for Introduction to Leisure and Recreation. ;_____; For the first time in my poly life, I have a Z! A DISTINCTION. Beams* So so happy and proud, considering this was a paper I studied the day before for only less than six hours and I thought I was going to bomb the entire paper because I crapped the whole way on it. XD;; Gah. So so elated. :D

>EDIT: =___________=" This is so weird. Apparently, some companies managed to get my resume information from Kelly services or my school because they called me and asked if I was interested in going for certain jobs. Like a marketing assistant in some company (whose name that I have never heard before?) ? =__________=" I told them straightaway that I wasn't interested....D: I hope they get the message and stop calling me! Geez. D:

I love my icon. Doggie and Jin=Absolute win over and pwnage.

> I love finding shinies in mail. ;__________; Gawd, waiting a month for the KAT-TUN concert goods I ordered to arrive was excruciating. D: But now that all the shiny is finally in my hands...I'm honestly happy. :D





>;__________; Gosh, the clear folders turned out so much prettier than I expected it to be. And the studio photos of Jin. Gah. *__________* Totally worth my 48 dollars.

>The only thing I regret not ordering is the Queen of Pirates Shirt and Water bottle. I mean, both of them were pretty cute, but I was afraid the shirt wouldn't fit me and also they sold out pretty fast. D: Oh well.

>And really random, but I love my icon as well. Shiba inus and Jin. Dies*

Trouble in love paradise?

>Usually, I don't care much for rumors about the boys dating whoever because that's their business and we as fans should try to stay out of their private lives as much as possible. But honestly, a porn actress, Junno? Facepalms* And I thought Koki was amazing enough to get one as his girlfriend. Honestly, what is with JE boys and their preferences for people in that industry, I will never know. D: I can't seem to bring myself to respect people who strip for a living, unfortunately. :\ But that aside, from what I make out from fans around and posts about Junno's rumored girlfriend, it seems that she is a nasty bit of work.

>I mean, backstabbing her co-actress because she was more popular than her by leaking out her naked photos and doing so many things that nearly put Junno and the agency into trouble. Like many fans, I just have this bad feeling about her, almost as if she is using Junno to boost her ailing popularity (Which has been declining even since she hit the twenties. D:) If she is sensible enough, she should have kept a low key on the issues such as like blatantly posting pictures of her and Junno around with matching charms and everything, despite the fact that it is against Johnny Entertainment policy to post images of any of their boys on blogs. D:

>Initially when the facebook pictures (?) of her and Junno first leaked out yesterday, I was happy for them. Because Junno works so hard, you would think he deserves a nice girlfriend to hang out with, but after I learned about her background, I have to say I am disappointed. Not because she was/is an actress in the gaurve industry, but because of the obvious way she is trying to use Junno to help her status. It kind of well, pisses me off. D:

>Oh well. Like I said, since it is none of my business in the first place as to who the boys date, I'd just sincerely hope and pray that whatever happens between the both of them, both parties will be able to take responsibility and be prepared for it.

>On the other hand, Okada Junichi of V6 is rumored to be dating Aoi Yuu (She starred in Onsen alongside Uchi Hiroki) And I am honestly happy for them both because they both make such a cute couple. Plus, Aoi Yuu is really pretty. *__________*

>EDIT: OMFG. SOME IDIOTIC TAIWANESE DIRECTOR USED KAME'S PICTURE AT A FUNERAL SCENE IN A SHOW. Dies laughing*Opps, :X OUCH. That is just plain...=____________=" Now Kame's fans are throwing a riot.

Fandom and it's stupid stalker tendancies

> It really pisses me off when I read about creepy, stalking fans that go to the extent of camping outsides their idols' houses, stealing their mail from their mailboxes and etc etc. However, to have majorly, four big entertainment JE Boybands: Arashi, NEWS, KAT-TUN and Hey!Say!Jump post an angry letter to thousands of fans in their fanclub is a serious issue. D:

>It shocks me that there are actually fans who have completely no brains as to do stupid things like planting hidden cameras in their house (Yamada's) or putting a listening/tapping device in Ueda's house. This is obviously a clear invasion of privacy. I wish these fans would see that these boys don't belong to them. They might entertain us with their songs, dance, variety shows and so on, but they are human beings and are entitled to their own privacy and human rights. By doing all the crazy things above, you are not only breaching their rights as a human but you're also making them become more guarded and stand-offish towards fans.

>And people ask why there was an adrupt change in certain of their behaviours. Like take Jin for instance, he used to be friendly, smily and polite to his fans way back in 2005. Yet, in 2006, many things changed. And who can we blame? Only those who made him that way. :\ I am not trying to say that I am a completely righteous fan, that I haven't in a way supported the dealings of those stupid stalkers by unknowingly purchasing paparazzi pictures sold, but at least I know my boundaries, such as just happily supporting my idols by buying their merchandise and watching them from afar. Even if I were to be in Japan itself, stalking would be seriously out of the question for me. Firstly, it is not only a waste of time and secondly, it's not me. I am just happy seeing them perform and supporting their music and various talents.

>Celebrity obession is a serious thing and I guess for these people, it must have completely taken over them to be so possessed to do all of the crazy things. It worries me that even Hey!Say!Jump, boys not even turning twenty are recieving death threats and stalkers. It's sad. It makes me think why such things exist in the first place.

>Oh well, the only thing we fans can do to improve this situation is to clean up our act. Or at least, refering to those fans directly involved in causing this mayhem. Coughs* Like Jin's message said: " If you're a fan, please keep your manners." There are certain boundaries that restrict one from obession to a supportive fan and I think it's important more people get to know that.

>Okay, now that I have finally unleashed the rant I have been holding in since last night when I first saw the message, it's now time for happier things. Firstly, it's 4th September so...

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY NAKAMARU! 8D



>I hope he has a lovely day. ^^

>Also went out with Rachel yesterday to Orchard. We had a good talk over lunch while eating ramen (Which we both couldn't finish...LOLOL) and we shopped about for a while in Kinokuniya and HMV and talked about loads of stuff and catching up on the stuff we missed. I am glad to hear Rachel's doing fine in her new school and how she's just started taking violin lessons. I really hope I have another chance to meet up with her again. XD. It was fun.

>And CTKT today. I laughed so hard. Why is Jin so cute when he's being nervous about interviewing Jodie Foster. I must say, his english is really good. ^^ I could understand 3/4 of what he was trying to say even without looking at the screen and Will Smith was love. He made me laugh so hard that I almost cried. I love that man. XDD. I suppose CTKT will continue next week then with Kame and the Sex and City girls shopping since they don't manage to show it this week instead. D: